Dear Younger Me

Dear younger me,
What were you thinking? What were you actually thinking when you first said, “I wanna grow up! I wanna grow up to do this, or that It’ll be super fun”?

Each birthday you were so happy, each anniversary of tiny little things making you happier about how old you were getting. How you had been doing a single thing for so long?
Did it never strike you that you now have less years to do it? So much time, yet you still aren’t perfect it….
You lost so much time, but still aren’t at the top, haven’t achieved success unlike many others.
Or maybe you just haven’t worked hard enough because you said I do it when I get older, but when you get older you loose interest or your will because you aren’t perfect and you didn’t work for it before, you let a little slump take it all from you and never bothered going back to normal. And maybe just as you grew up, so did your normal.
Each birthday you were so happy about getting older, counting day to your birthday (I’m still doing that different reasons now though, it’s in 8 months 2 days by the way).
I’m not so happy about it now, I became a teenager last to last year, just reflecting on how happy my childhood was. And now, cribbing that I want to be little again.
WHAT WAS I EVEN THINKING? Seriously growing up is hard and bad and pretty stupid, just as stupid as the little me, I don’t want to be 14 now, just want to go back to the little me.

Today, the 10th of January marks my 2 year anniversary with wordpress and it’s been wonderful, I’m so grateful for all the friends I’ve made here on wordpress and so I thought of something special, could not come up with anything, but recently I’ve had an obsession with rhyming random things to make completely random couplets so I thought why don’t you all give a word and I’ll rhyme on it (I will suck btw, I’ve irritated ALOT of my friends with that)!

SO I haven’t have much time to write this post, but there are so many people I want to thank but I know I will miss, so thank you guys for being part of me on this journey, it’s been a memorable 2 years and I’m so happy for them.

37 thoughts on “Dear Younger Me

      • the more the braincells the more the intelligence –
        are u shore
        whales have a lot lot lot more brain cells than humans…..
        AS FAR AS I KNOW
        HUMANS ARE MORE INTELLIGENT !!

        andddd after 18 we daily loose thousands of braincells
        and .. we surely become more intelligent than our younger self

        ……
        and yesh I am NUB too
        but omk
        I win
        ……. YAY !

        aur aur aur
        2 varsh wordpress par vyateet karne ki shubhkaamnaein !!

        I made my first account in like 2018 IG
        like IDK but it was lonnnnggggggg back
        and this is 3rd one IG
        and yepppsss it is almost a year since I am on WP

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      • Uh, tell me bout the whale thing on hg๐Ÿ‘€
        It sounds riveting.
        acha okay you win
        Dhanyavaad๐Ÿ˜…
        aapko bhi 2 ek varsh wp pei honi ki badhai๐Ÿ˜‚

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  1. I feel this. Growing up is hard. But I also recommend also trying to treasure your teenage years. Yes, they’re not as carefree but living wishing you were older or younger can make it so one doesn’t see the good of where you are now. I know now that I am in college, there are parts of being 14 or 15 that I miss. No phase of human life is without hard parts. But there are so many beautiful parts. ๐Ÿ™‚
    Lovely post and hope your holidays went well!

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  2. I agree to the letter. Growing up is scary and I don’t wanna face life. I miss when i could be carefree and just enjoy

    Congratulations on your 2 year anniversary tho!!!! Love your content and you’re truly one of the best people I have come across on WP!โ™ก
    I love how I can talk to you about books, characters and how we can mutually rant!
    Hope you have a gazillion more blogiversaries!!!!

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  3. Well, it’s like they say: the grass is greener on either side. I definitely miss my childhood so much, but I guess the real challenge comes when you’re an actual adult. Either way, it’s best to cherish both stages of your life as much as you can.

    Also, happy blogging anniversary! I’m so glad to have discovered your blog along the way ๐Ÿ˜

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