Dear younger me, What were you thinking? What were you actually thinking when you first said, “I wanna grow up! I wanna grow up to do this, or that It’ll be super fun”?
Each birthday you were so happy, each anniversary of tiny little things making you happier about how old you were getting. How you had been doing a single thing for so long? Did it never strike you that you now have less years to do it? So much time, yet you still aren’t perfect it…. You lost so much time, but still aren’t at the top, haven’t achieved success unlike many others. Or maybe you just haven’t worked hard enough because you said I do it when I get older, but when you get older you loose interest or your will because you aren’t perfect and you didn’t work for it before, you let a little slump take it all from you and never bothered going back to normal. And maybe just as you grew up, so did your normal. Each birthday you were so happy about getting older, counting day to your birthday (I’m still doing that different reasons now though, it’s in 8 months 2 days by the way). I’m not so happy about it now, I became a teenager last to last year, just reflecting on how happy my childhood was. And now, cribbing that I want to be little again. WHAT WAS I EVEN THINKING? Seriously growing up is hard and bad and pretty stupid, just as stupid as the little me, I don’t want to be 14 now, just want to go back to the little me.
Today, the 10th of January marks my 2 year anniversary with wordpress and it’s been wonderful, I’m so grateful for all the friends I’ve made here on wordpress and so I thought of something special, could not come up with anything, but recently I’ve had an obsession with rhyming random things to make completely random couplets so I thought why don’t you all give a word and I’ll rhyme on it (I will suck btw, I’ve irritated ALOT of my friends with that)!
SO I haven’t have much time to write this post, but there are so many people I want to thank but I know I will miss, so thank you guys for being part of me on this journey, it’s been a memorable 2 years and I’m so happy for them.
I finished friends yesterday and I AM OBSESSED WITH IT!
Anyways this is mah letter to Keefe Sencen someone please use your pathfinder to deliver it to the Lost Cities, thank you.
DEAR KEEFE, WHY? WHY? WHY? WHYY????????????????????????????? What were you even thinking? Argh! You are one of those perfect characters but not so perfect characters (IK I make no sense). You just seem so perfect but we all know you are broken. We can’t live with you, we can’t live without you. You are so STUPID, yet I have no clue why do I love you so much? Why are you one of my favorite characters? Why couldn’t I have chosen someone with IDK, A LITTLE BIT OF MORE SENSE??????? And what were you even thinking? Why did you act so stupid you doofus? I don’t know whether I want to punch you and slap you or hug you and console you! I know that you love to hide behind jokes but this isn’t one! IT’S LIFE! It’s complicated and it’s hard, it’s super confusing ALL THE TIME and by the time you figure it out you’re dead (though elves live longer so IDK about you)! To be really honest I have no clue what it is, BUT, I know one thing, it makes us all go through roller coasters. Roller-coasters of pain, hardships, sufferings and what not, and sometimes some people more than others, BUT it is also what makes you who you are, makes you stronger and independent, AND NOW SOPHIE HAS OFFICIALLY LOST ALL HER TRUST IN YOU AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS! If this keeps going on, I’m never gonna get more Sokeefe and will have to tolerate more Fitzphie Pizzaz *sighs*. I don’t know how to describe my feelings (but you do, don’t you? Trust the empath right 😉 ). Please just do me one teeny tiny favor, don’t be more stupid and THINK before you do something. Wait let me rephrase that DON’T think before you do something and let others do the thinking for you please, PLEASE🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺!!! (PS I expect answers to ALL my questions, each and every single one of them, I will be checking and if you don’t well then I can be way worse than Lady Gisela) -Aanya
Oh also I recently did a podcast with one of my goodreads friends, I sound really horrible and nervous and I fumbled a lot xD Click here to listen to it on google podcasts and here on Spotify if you wanna!
Hello humans surprisingly I still am alive! I know, shocking isn’t it? Did ya miss me? Well let’s just say life has it’s ups and it’s downs, anyways I had a Random Fandom prepared for days and I even had idea till part 5 but I’ll use those when I am desperate for now I’m writing letters to fictional characters. So I saw Nehal writing letters who was inspired by Akshita, so thank you Nehal and Akshita :D. And just a heads up the writing in italic is just side by side commentary feel free to ignore it.
First of all let’s start with the one and the only the man I hate the most DUMBLEDORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Drum plays in background*
DISCLAIMER-I DON’T WISH TO HURT ANY GRYFFINDOR OR HUFFLEPUFF, AND I ADMIRE YOU ALL.
Dear Dumbledore, Let’s get straight to the point shall we? I am not a huge fan of you because you are biased towards Gryffindors pretend that Ravenclaws don’t exist and always make the Slytherins look like the villains and and yeah ignore Hufflepuffs too (not a Hufflepuff so I don’t really care but heheh nvm), but I still am writing this letter to you asking you the reason why I didn’t get my letter. Ok I think now I know why you didn’t give me my Hogwarts letter probably cause I insulted you so much, nvm, just wanted to tell you that as much as I hate you, your quotes are somewhat really inspiring you know what forget it (I still am mad at you for not sending my Hogwarts letter you have no clue how much I waited for it. PS, it still isn’t too late, I might even forgive you for not bothering about my house and making Slytherin’s look evil. (Notice the might, I’m gonna lure you then think about it and then trap you and curse you after I get admitted into Hogwarts cause you DO NOT mess with Slytherins (also an update people I took the quiz again I’m a Slytherin yassssssss) ) ). Also I just remembered you’re dead nvm, glad you are not gonna lie McGonagall is a way better headmistress but yeah whatever rest in peace.
*Is thoroughly confused by the number of brackets and spends a minute correcting them. Then crumples the letter and throws it in the dustbin.*
Dear Professor McGonagall since you are a headmistress now so correction heheh I had forgotten that. Headmistress McGonagall, How is your day? I hope it’s been good. How are you coping up with having so many Weasleys in your school? Have Albus and Scorpius gotten into more trouble? Well you know I used to be a pretty good prefect and am used to silencing and disciplining rascals I could help you out (seriously I’m desperate, I would even be happy with staying in Myrtle’s bathroom tolerating her all day if I get to come to Hogwarts). I really would love to know why I didn’t receive my Hogwarts letter, I admire you so much. I even think that you would’ve made an exemplary Ravenclaw (why did you choose Gryffindor I mean come on, Gryffindor is a bit too chivalrous and SERIOUSLY OVERRATED, but let’s not insult your house (the only reason I tolerate it is cause Hermione and of course the Weasley twins I mean come on who doesn’t love them? I’m guessing Death Eaters but that’s beside the point)). Mischief Managed!
System pops the message ‘Your files are too large they will be shared as drive links’ *Clicks on sharing with one person view only*
*The author of this post letter is still thoroughly confused by the brackets.*
And that’s it for today PS today is world chocolate day so don’t forget to have a chocolate 😉 !
I just want some chocolate frogs right now cause it’s magic and chocolate what could be better than that (actually books are click here to read some good reasons so as to why reading is awesome). Click here to read part 1 of the Random Fandom series! 🅡🅐🅝🅓🅞🅜 🅕🅐🅝🅓🅞🅜 🅣🅗🅘🅝🅖🅢 #❶
How long did you wait for your Hogwarts letter when you turned 11? Have you given up your wait?