A bunch of things left unsaid

You can’t patch up a cloth over a hundred times
It wont retain its style
You could say it feels more homely know after one or two times
Worn in and comfortable
Just like home
But darling you can only patch it a few times
In the end it becomes a rag
Used and torn apart
Redundant to say the least
Utterly destroyed by those mordacious clashes
I know that only love can hurt like this
And you know it too
So why’d you have to hit me where it hurts the most
Because there’s a limit to how much you can fix
And even you with your smarts and intelligence quirks you teased me about
Can’t fix it all
And change it back to the way it was
There’s no magic for us
Just reality
That now we are apart
And you’re happy now
Because you’re free
Free from me…..

There is an specific amount of times you can salvage a friendship, try to fit in or be pushy about it, but then you just reach an extent and then there comes jealousy. The jealousy which quite wisely put never has an expiration date, but one day you grow out of it just unexpectedly out of the blue you forget that a person exists and you move on and the joy that comes with it is the best.

There are no words to describe it you just stop caring kill off the character in your story and move on to a new chapter with different people different scenes and lesser but more valuable characters. In the end so many things are best left unsaid..

This past year had sooo many ups and downs and honestly there is so much I can say but then again it’s special yet not and some secrets are best when there is a mystery.

In the end both sides feel relieved when we loose someone because it’s for the best.

Anyyywayssss I’m backkk

Boards are over and I’m elated I’ll try to post more often now :)))

Dear Younger Me

Dear younger me,
What were you thinking? What were you actually thinking when you first said, “I wanna grow up! I wanna grow up to do this, or that It’ll be super fun”?

Each birthday you were so happy, each anniversary of tiny little things making you happier about how old you were getting. How you had been doing a single thing for so long?
Did it never strike you that you now have less years to do it? So much time, yet you still aren’t perfect it….
You lost so much time, but still aren’t at the top, haven’t achieved success unlike many others.
Or maybe you just haven’t worked hard enough because you said I do it when I get older, but when you get older you loose interest or your will because you aren’t perfect and you didn’t work for it before, you let a little slump take it all from you and never bothered going back to normal. And maybe just as you grew up, so did your normal.
Each birthday you were so happy about getting older, counting day to your birthday (I’m still doing that different reasons now though, it’s in 8 months 2 days by the way).
I’m not so happy about it now, I became a teenager last to last year, just reflecting on how happy my childhood was. And now, cribbing that I want to be little again.
WHAT WAS I EVEN THINKING? Seriously growing up is hard and bad and pretty stupid, just as stupid as the little me, I don’t want to be 14 now, just want to go back to the little me.

Today, the 10th of January marks my 2 year anniversary with wordpress and it’s been wonderful, I’m so grateful for all the friends I’ve made here on wordpress and so I thought of something special, could not come up with anything, but recently I’ve had an obsession with rhyming random things to make completely random couplets so I thought why don’t you all give a word and I’ll rhyme on it (I will suck btw, I’ve irritated ALOT of my friends with that)!

SO I haven’t have much time to write this post, but there are so many people I want to thank but I know I will miss, so thank you guys for being part of me on this journey, it’s been a memorable 2 years and I’m so happy for them.

2021 Wrap Up

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (We are 17 hours in when I’m writing this at the moment and it feels miserable not happy but I guess this year has 364 more days and 7 hours to prove it’s worth).

Here are some things I did in 2021 and some things I’m going to change in 2022.

Broke friendships with many friends, made better ones.
Realised that when you text people back without emojis they get offended.
Realised being a perfectionist isn’t always the best, it’s best to cool off and relax at times.
Learned not to let other’s comments get to me, cause hater’s gonna hate so snakes and stones don’t hurt my bones anymore because people throw rocks at things that shine.
Decided to continue being Jack of all trades cause “A jack of all trades is a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.”.
I didn’t post much in 2021 or work on my WIP, but I’m going to try in 2022.
I read 354 books in 2021, my goal is to read less (around 100 books) and focus on studies more this year.
I got obsessed with Taylor Swift last year, I plan to lessen my use of Taylor Swift puns, because I’M FEELING TWENTY TWO (yeah after this one, my friend PV made me a Swiftie, it’s nice to have a friend)
I irritated a lot of my friends by rhyming like an idiot in our normal convos, not gonna lie, I rhymed a lot last year and it was fun, and my new hobby is to rhyme unnecessarily (won’t do that now because it’s annoying).
I also realised that I can be so casually cruel in the name of being honest but the thing with people is that sometimes we just get lost in translation.
Felt different emotions which I never felt before (LIKE BETRAYAL, BETRAYAL AND MORE BETRAYAL).
I need to study seriously in 2022.
I tried bullet journaling, it went splendidly (for 4 days :|).
Ooo and I went back to school offline for few months, that was fun.
I reconnected with my old friends. I also watched friends, it’s a great series.
By the way I’m starting a series on equality and some minor patriarchal things we don’t notice in our daily lives (like Taylor said f the patriarchy).
At the end of 2021 I got really obsessed with Tokyo Drift, that, still hasn’t changed.
And so many more things that just slipped my mind but meh.
And I’m really really going to try my best to post because I have SOOO MANY IDEAS for posts and I bet you think about me when I don’t post (I’m going to try to keep that the last the Taylor Swift pun of this post, I need to calm down).

AND THAT’S IT
I NEED TO JUST STOP

I also did a short series on my instagram about 3 things that I felt once, just in 2021.

And yeah that’s a wrap. I wish you all a verryyyyyy happy new year and I wish you the best for this year, I hope this one is the best one yet. (And not 2020 too)

Happy Birthday Papa!

To the one who helped with my first steps,
Taught me how to ride a bike,
Aided me on my first hike,
And sneaked me chocolates when I was grounded!

All that junk food in the car,
Even when we didn't have to travel too far,
All the fun we had,
When I was little,
And whenever I got mad;

Thank you for being there,
All my life,
Have a happy birthday papa!

Just came outta my hiatus to wish a Happy Birthday to my dad (though obviously it’ll be epic, cause I exist😆)

Happy Birthday Papa!
(PS Thanks for sneaking all the chocolates during morning practice 😉 )

Happy Independence Day

The Golden Bird
Did they call us
A tribute to all those leaders
Who were undeterred
Who got us freedom
From the Brits
A salute to all those at the border
Who defended us
When there was disorder
Thank you for all you have done
And will continue to do
Happy Independence Day!

happy independence day

Just a quick check in!

Hello my fellow homosapiens!

This is just a quick check in, I might not be active for a few weeks or so, so this time I am going to announce the hiatus cause exams are just monsters😒.

Anyways I have a few posts written just to lazy to edit them *sighs*.

And I wanted to ask you all for a teeny tiny favor🥺🥺.

So recently I got selected for this poetry competition and each comment carries points, it would mean the world to me if you all could comment🥺🥺.
Here is the link to it!

I’ll try to be more active soon!
Stay safe!!
Keep reading!!

Hey

Heya Humans, I’m just doing a quick check in (probably won’t be able to post this entire week cause HW).

So I was thinking of my changing my header, and I have two options, help me choose please?

This is the first header (also my current one)

And the new one I made

Which one is better
Do tell me in the comments, or vote on the poll (PS the poll isn’t visible in the wordpress reader, you’ll have to view the post on the site to see the poll)

Please do help me out!!
PS do read my review of Hobbit here.
Stay safe!!!!

Chamach

Chamach, or more commonly known to people not from India as a spoon, is a very powerful object I got to say, even more powerful than the elder wand, the trident from Mako Mermaids (I’m quite obsessed with it these days xD ), or Riptide, wanna know why?
It has the power to bring old friends back together, and make them laugh (pretty sure that part was my stupidity, but eh)
So what happened was a classmate of mine (not gonna say her name) was explaining a topic to another of my classmate on our old class group (we are all in diff sections now😭😭 cause 9th grade is bad), and she asked about a chemistry doubt, so that topic was about mixtures (heterogenous and homogenous we were studying those in class) and usually we say adding a teaspoon to this much water or whatever makes it a homogenous (I think) solution, so instead of saying teaspoon she said chamach, so she was like add a chamach of this to water or coffee and it makes it this and that, and I was like (along with another friend of mine) chamach? Like dude are you okay, did you write that in your notebook cause usually we use teaspoons not a 2 chamachs of this and that to describe(she said chamachs, like thats not even a word, its chamach) (I just went to google translate and saw that it is actually chammach in english but eh, who cares).

So yeah it was literally by just a mistake she said chamach, but me being the crazy person I am made it into a joke, (it was even my hangouts status for DAYS) so from then on I spam everyone with anyways when we just repeated it like two to three of us, the rest of us kept laughing till like 10 minutes, ending the group’s silence and everything felt normal again (sorta) and I still spam everyone with it when everything goes silent, cause why not?
Even though it’s not funny for anyone, it is for us, being the crazy weirdos we are (or I am).


CHAMACH IS AWESOME PV, YOU HAVE TO REALISE THAT🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄

-Aanya

Anyways there is also something else I need to thank you about, and that is 600 followers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU💕💕💕💕💕

YOU ALL MADE MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (The only reason I am including this is cause Panna asked me too, like I am grateful for people who follow but these days most are spam ig? Cause the people who read are still more important than followers and since she reads my posts, I have now added this, I hope you’re happy 😀 )

And next, A BOOK HAUL (my favorite thing in the entire world)

Basically it was the HP book series cause my lil bro started reading it (and irritating me A LOT about it) and the LOTR series for me, and till what I have read till now IT IS SOOOO FUN!!!!!!!
I can’t wait to complete it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Has any of you ever done anything as stupid as I did?
Which was the last series you read?
Did ya like it?